codyg1985’s Think Tank

After yet another disappointment with just meeting a friend of mine from high school, I have decided to just give up in trying to find any new friends or making stronger friendships with the ones that I have.

When I try to talk to someone and ask that person if he/she wants to meet up sometime, the person comes up with some excuse to make me think that they want to, but can’t do it then. Translation: they don’t want me to bring it up ever again, and they just want me around if they can get something out of me. Otherwise, the hell with me.

Sooo, with my confidence shot to hell and back into next month, I am just going to give up for a while. Maybe schoolwork and hobbies will keep my busy enough to forget about it, but medicine or no medicine, it does not change the fact that I am unbearable to be around for long periods of time.